my dishwasher soap is pungent
my ipod is on random again. dj franklin's blowjob song was right before "nights in white satin." i like my music selection. tori was on when i got back from the grocery store. her song "winter" nearly floored me the first time i heard the line "years go by and i'm here still waiting / withering where some snowman was," since i heard it as "with a ring where some snowman was." the story behind that? when i was dating molly in high school, she gave me this plastic ring with a green rubber snowman head for christmas, and she had a matching one (i think hers was blue maybe). i wore it almost every day, until one day i lost it. i looked high and low for the ring, but couldn't find it anywhere. then, about a month later, i was getting into my car, and i looked down into the snow and saw the ring! i must have dropped it while getting into the car, just before a big snow. that was a very good day.

i also like tori's song "icicle," because it's about (i think) masturbating instead of going to church. "getting off / getting off / while they're all downstairs / singing prayers"

that reminds me, i still can't find the e e cummings poem i once saw on somebody's car that said something about masturbating with firecrackers. the first person to email me with the poem wins a prize!